fuck mt sac parking...

i think i used more gas in the parking lot, than i did actually driving to mt sac....35 mins in the darn parking lot, and STILL i ended up having to go across the street and parking at super arcade....what does it take to get a FREAKING parking space....

chillin with my mom

i am here in the living room chillin with my mom, watching tv we are watching "The most shocking videos caught on film" its pretty chill, we did a lot of work today, we looked up new potential apartments, and looked up the reviews, you wouldnt believe some stuff that we found out about them, some actually rented the apartments to actual registered sex offenders, you wouldnt believe how many there are around this area... anyway on a happier note, i payed 23 bucks for my mt sac classes and i get my check soon, depending on how much it is, i can get my coil overs finally, and possibly get my authentic Wing West wing painted and hooked up and my car will be looking real sick status ^_^, i never knew it would be so cool just sitting here watching tv with my mom its pretty fun looking at all the stupid stuff people do and get caught on camera...wow...another drop in the stock market and making he economy go more homo.. yeah pretty random but anyway, its funny to see how people can change in just a day or so, one day they can make you the apple of their eye and the next just a rotten core so to speak (i love my analogies that i think  of off the top of my head)... i went to mt sac today, and met up with paul and peter and we just looked for my classes which i have tomorrow wednesday and thursday blah, then we went to tea rush and saw a fight in the parking lot, this one little white kid was talking REAL trash, and then this black kid just decked him and you see him go down, that hit was REAL clean and on the button, later we got news that the white kid's nose was bleeding.... but there is not much else to say about today so until next time people..payce

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Let The Games Begin!

SCHOOL HAS OFFICIALLY STARTED!

blah here i go

well, here i am sitting here watching america's next to model with my mom haha, we are also looking at apartment ratings and man thank god that we looked into those things because the reviews for the crest are pretty bad, i mean i wouldnt mind living there but i think my mom would be unsatisfied because of the things she thinks of. but i am worried about my car if we do end up living at the crest, because some people said that their cars have been keyed and or the badge has been stripped off, also there is bad parking and they love to tow your car and you must pay up to 200 bucks just to get you car back. the only places that have great ratings are the luxury apartments, but we dont have the funds to pay for that it would be nice to live in one of those but dang i guess we gotta make due with whatever we have available to us and just make the best choices we can and conserve what money we have by living where we can enjoy life. today was a pretty epic fail though, at first we had to go pathfinder park and then realized everyone went to rosa somethings park near someones house, they were all playing bball there but i wasnt in the mood or was i dressed to play, and i hadnt eaten anything so me and law just went to puente hills mall where i got a bigmac meal from mcdonalds and he got teriyaki palace and we just ate and chilled for a while then we went home because we really had nothing else to do. well tomorrow for most people is school but i dont have class till tuesday which is chill because then i get a 4 day weekend since i have no class on friday either which is really nice =] i cant mess up this quarter...so here i go and ill get at you guys later..till next time...PAYCE

memories...

damn, it has just hit me that, i will be leaving this house and will never be coming back, i sit here and remember it was not so long ago when i moved into this house thinking ok im settled in, now lets make the best of this....i also sit here and i look to my right which is my window, so many memories of seeing the special faces of people outside and how eager i was for them to come in...as i walk around the house it has hit me that jeez, im really going to miss this house...and this room, so many memories in this house that i will leave behind, but i know i will make many more at my new residence, this is my visual way of saying goodbye to the memories "we, us, together" have made here, goodbye...



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epic fail X2...

ahhh shit goddamn epic fail #2 of the year 2009 DAYMIT!

epic fail..

well...today was...no joke an EPICCCC FAILLLL.....

sighhhh

here i am again, up at 3:40AM with my bad eating habits, i just had about 8 frozen taquitos and a cup of coke, for some reason its just been really hard to sleep these past few weeks, ever since i got the new of us moving. which is odd im actually happy i get to move again kinda, i know my room wont be as big or i wont be living in a house anymore, but hey i still get a roof over my head, so who am i to complain, i get to live there for free. this year seems like everything is falling into place, maybe its finally god's way of saying hey here is a little slack in life, although i may not deserve it i might just get it, kinda like everything in my life. i know now, that i have witnessed true friendship and galancy in that one special girl ♥. if you read this, i just want you to know, ill do anything in my power to help you, you'll never be alone girl...well im half asleep and my glasses are burning my eyes. so im off to bed....till next time people...good night and sweet dreams..


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confused again..pt 2

well here i am sitting here once again feeling more confused than ever....its about 2:13 PM and in about 45 mins i need to leave for my sister's bday dinner, but back on topic..i just dont know, is it my style?, is it my point of view, is it my approach?, or maybe i have just come to face the fact that its just ME. i have learned before you should never change yourself for someone, no matter how badly you want it, and yes you may get that person, but deep down inside is that really you?, is that person seing the real mcoy? ive learned from the past, that if you change yourself, you still may not even get that person, i guess what im trying to say is, im just going to keep being me the real Craig Sakuma, and im not having a second thought about changing, im going to keep my life tRue...

I thought i knew what was going to happen in the near future but this just proves that in one night, in one hour, in one second the whole world can change, and you can meet that person that gives you butterflies each and everytime you think about them. till next time...


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confused again...

Where do we stand?, do you feel the way i wish you do?, its been a while since ive felt like this over someone who i just barely met, from the moment we first met to the first time we said "hi", i looked at you and just thought "nah, she would never even give me the time of day to talk or even to just hang out", but man was i wrong the first time we actually hung out we spent countless hours just talking about random stuff that came across our mind and drawing random things such as our pet shark ken haha! its hard to believe i can feel what i feel for you after just getting to know you for such a short period of time, after my last heart break i thought man im done with girls for a while, but you changed my whole perspective on that really quick. usually i talk really easily to everyone whether it be on the phone, or in person, with you its different when you call my heart races, my mind turns into a panic state and i think ok dont mess it up Craig, and all of a sudden ive lost my words and i dont know what to say in fear that i might say something that will mess everything up. although people may say stuff, i figure ill let them talk, they dont feel the way i do when i see you, you already know i really like you, i just hope that you feel the same way, and not let anyone or anything change that... i may be jumping from subject to subject and topic to topic, but probably because its about 3:49AM and im getting pretty sleepy, ill continue this tomorrow...good night and sweet dreams...


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valentines..

its been a while, well now that i think about it, this is the first time a girl has actually ASKED ME to be her valentine first, haha. to the girl who holds my heart, you have no idea how nervous about today i was, i could barely even sleep, and when i actually did lay in bed, i kept thinking of the "plan" that i never got to do haha! i was so nervous that i had every angle covered, i even had a plan C starting from plan A, i hope you liked your gifts that i made you, a thing i like to say is handmade is ALWAYS better than buying it in a store, even if it may look the same, there will always be that microscopic differenec that makes it specially made JUST FOR YOU!, well this day is specially for you m'love, HAPPY VALENTINES DAY, and thank you for making the year of 2009 so special for me already, you have no idea how grateful i am that i have met such an amazing person as you! good night and sweet dreams ♥ ♥ ♥...



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p.s. HAPPY VALENTINES DAY EVERYONE!

what a tiring day

hmmm today, i didnt really do much, i just helped my mom pack the living room nick nacks, and then i brought into a box into my room and i started packing my boom box, and a lot of other things like CDs, and DVDs in my room....well it says that its going to rain on friday...just great....well its alright nothing will be able to stop me, not a wall of fire. i just hope that everything goes according to plan, well its almost 12AM right now and my mom was saying something about an early start, and i know i should sleep but how odd it is for me to sleep this early...usually i sleep around 2 or 3 AM but i know that its just for my own good tomorrow if i want to do some MAJOR packing which i will do tomorrow =]...my room is almost done, but man my moms room and the garage will take a team of 10 just to get it done...*Sigh* im actually kinda happy that i get to move. new home, new room, new furniture, NEW START! lets make this start a good one and with the people that really matter and make the year of 2009 what i want it to be, well im going to go wash up and knock out yall, so till next time kiddies...PAYCE!!....

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hope

hope is all i can run on for this one..lets hope this year isnt like last year..hope for me fellas....till tomorrow...payce


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wow today =]

i dont think today is going to get anymore exciting than it already has been haha, well lets see where shall i start?....i woke up at 7:15, and i was like ahh feels good to wake up early, and next thing i know in a blink of an eye its freaking 8:00. so i SHOOT out of bed and jump in the shower and i get out get my ass dressed and then off to rowland!, i come back wash the gel out of my hair, and i knock back out till around...1ish? then i get out of bed and wash up once again and i hear this very rapid ticking noise on the ground, and my mom yells from the living room, "craig its hailing!" and im like ohh thats nice....wait...hail!...MY CAR AHHH SHIT!, i didnt put it back in the garage after i came home this morning, so i shoot out of my room with just a hoodie and pj pants on, slip on my shoes and challenge the falling ice as i proceed to my car i ALMOST slip and eat shit, but luckily i didnt HA!, well anyway i put my car back inside and i just chill in my room, then as the rain lets up my mom took me to the uhaul store where we bought more boxs for our move coming up at the the end of March i believe, after that we went to the market and bought a grip of food since my mom said its going to be raining for a couple more days we just thought we'd stock up and hibernate all through this vicious storm we are having. well i dont think tonight is going to get anymore exciting...so till next time people...payce


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when?

when will enough be enough for one person to handle? you can push a person to the limit and never even know it.... one thing i have come to realize through heart break is you can try to be selfish and keep that person so you can be happy, but if you say you love that person or care for that person as much as you said you did before, wouldnt you want them to be happy and worry free?... ask yourself that question, if you keep pulling them back down with you, did you or do you really care of that person if you keep hurting them in that sense? take a step back and look at the whole picture before you assume that you can change someones feelings and how they look at you just by pulling them back. if you would rather live a lie and say face to the truth, then i have nothing furthermore to say...till next time...


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paradise

i can already tell the year of 2009 is going to be one of the most epic years i will ever live in my whole entire life. ive me new people made new friends, found out how some people really feel about me and how some act when push comes to shove. this year i have found out who my true friends are, thank god for that... this year has been so good already it feels like i can just float away on a dream cloud, and pray nothing stops me. even if something bad does come my way, all the good things that i have done already and all the fun things will just over power that bad entity and itll be alright. i have a special thanks to one person, if you see this youll know who you are, just some secrets are better left unsaid, but we both know who you are, thank you. and im letting go of all my lonely yseterdays along with the person that has hurt me the most, im letting you go like the year of 2008, ill seeya around....till next time

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love

love<3

finally...

it was hard...it was tough...it took me a long time to realize the truth and admit to it...





im finally free...



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thats the way it goes

ive come to realize in this so called game of life, you need to live it to the fullest, and be the happiest you can be, sure people that you call friends will come and go, and groups you think that will be together forever as homies will crash and burn... sometimes its not the people you meet but the people you choose to be around. at times there are things i can not make happen or vise versa, but i just hope that everyone will calm down and be together one more time...


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