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WHAT AN EPIC NIGHT...


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Family

I have learned family is only what you make of it, today has brought what family really is to my eyes, and how much someone can have an impact on on persons life, sure i might get mad at my mom, and yes she used to pull some shady stuff on me back in the day, but i will never leave her alone or just never talk to her again, i might not be living with her soon, but i bet there wont be a moment or second of the day i wont be worried sick about her and especially in the condition shes in. these past few days i havent gone to sleep till 5:30-6AM im so stressed out about whats going to happen, this is one time in my life i can say i am honestly scared and lost. im just thankful that i have people who will take me in and are willing to put a roof over my head, without you guys i dont know what i would do. but i know deep down that this situation soon will be over and my family will once again be together under one roof...if you hear me lord, please give me a break <3



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when will i catch a break

damn, does god ever let me catch a break in this life?...

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lies...

wow, its only the first month of this new so called fresh start of a year for our friendship. that was your idea remember? lets start fresh and make new mistakes and let the past burn? well your sure doing an awesome job at the making new mistakes part...i know its not my right, but it als isnt your right to keep feeding me all these lies,...


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late nights and music

well well well hello again, tonight is like any other night at home, one word to describe it "BORING" yes boring, i sit here sniffling my nose and staring at my computer screen with a pretty purple background trying to find something to do with my spare time rather than sit at my computer, now that i reminisce on today, it was pretty cool that i got to see my friends today and just kick it with them for a little while and also go to eat at home town buffet with some of them, i realize how much fun i have with them and how random we are haha. but im so thankful for all of those who care about me and the homies that are there for me when i really need you guys, dont forget i got your back whenever you need it. thank you all!


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when will i ever learn?

when will i ever learn that some people will just never think of you first?, no matter what you do, no matter what you say, no matter how many favors you do for them, their intent is to just fill you in with the missing spots of their dead time when its the most convenient for them. this will be a lesson that i need to learn to say now or never...to all my close homies and friends, you know who im talking about....till i get used again...payce....


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finally!!

well, phew thats a lot of work at the computer, this has been my 3rd reformat in 2 weeks for my PC, i guess i just dont have as much luck as i did back when i first got this bad boy. haha for some reason i keep getting epic fails with these new programs, but not today not today, haha i finally got an up to date ant-virus protection! well yeah, today was just the same ol thing, wake up, chill with mom for a bit, eat, computer, haha i bet tomorrow im going to do it all over again. well not to much was done today except getting my computer back up and running once again. its like a car, race it, break it, re-build it, aha. well till next time kiddos..PAYCE


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same ol same ol

WELL WELL WELL, another day of chillin haha, damn i really need spring quarter to roll around so i can get up off my lazy ass and get on with life...

its pretty funny how right when something goes wrong, but both things that were going wrong before are going right again and it tears you apart, sometimes i think life is plotting an evil scheme against me to make me try and quit, well i gotta be strong and actually look at the whole picture instead of just living my old way of taking it day by day, its time for me to stand back and look beyond the next 24 hours of my life...

sometimes i wonder when people say something if they really know what they are saying or if they really mean it, or if they are doing it on purpose just to mess around with you, i look at them and think is this real? its amazing how after years and years of flaking/being flaked on im still not used to it, you would think if someone had something done to them or has done it enough times they wouldnt mind it, well maybe an ordinary person would but not me,

i see people around me getting little material objects just because...i keep thinking in my head if i am a good person ill get rewarded aswell, it might not be with a car, or a new computer, but i know in the end i will be rewarded...

LIFE IS CONFUSING...

IM GETTING PUSHED TO THE LIMIT.

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wooo what a day

haha well today my fingers are raw and red, but at the end it was all worth while =] i made this really cool swan, ill show you a pic later, but anyway today, was just whatevers, chilled with my mom and she took me to eat at Red Robin =] omg i forgot how good the fries are at that place, especially with their special seasoning stuff YUM YUM! then we went to michaels where my mom bought the wooden dragon kit and i bought the swan kit, then we came home and i created my bueatiful swan, and now im here..well till next time...PAYCE!

^^^ the swan =]


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hmmm monday days/nights

well today was pretty funnn haha went to the all classy mcdonalds with the best friend! you know who you are haha, thank you for the big mac meal you quick eater =]...i need to seriously find something more productive to do than to just sit here and do blogs all day and play some computer games that i know just waste some time.

on a more happy note, me having nothing to do has led me to keeping my house pretty clean haha....and yes now im just ranting, got nothing more to say so till next time. PAYCE!!!


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new comer

well well well, ive finally come down to this, haha this totally reminds me of xanga just like version II status haha, its pretty late tonight so i wont be saying much except ive come to the darkside of blogging X_X well gnite all...


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