its pretty funny how right when something goes wrong, but both things that were going wrong before are going right again and it tears you apart, sometimes i think life is plotting an evil scheme against me to make me try and quit, well i gotta be strong and actually look at the whole picture instead of just living my old way of taking it day by day, its time for me to stand back and look beyond the next 24 hours of my life...
sometimes i wonder when people say something if they really know what they are saying or if they really mean it, or if they are doing it on purpose just to mess around with you, i look at them and think is this real? its amazing how after years and years of flaking/being flaked on im still not used to it, you would think if someone had something done to them or has done it enough times they wouldnt mind it, well maybe an ordinary person would but not me,
i see people around me getting little material objects just because...i keep thinking in my head if i am a good person ill get rewarded aswell, it might not be with a car, or a new computer, but i know in the end i will be rewarded...
LIFE IS CONFUSING...
IM GETTING PUSHED TO THE LIMIT.
-predude!
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