At a boring office makes me sit and wonder

I sit here and I wonder why my life is the way it is haha. Not that I have a bad life or anything but makes me wonder about some people I hope everyoene knows what welfare is, it's for people who need help with financial problems but yet you still ask to borrow money what is that all about? And you turn your back on the homies and then when you can't reach out to the crowd you left for you expect us to be there waiting no way we are like life, and life doesn't wait or stop for anyone. I might sound cold right now but I mean you go MIA for that amount of time anyone will drift away it just don't feel the same anymore..the sick six is no more...