This time around

It's been a while since I've updated this thing....

Well recently I've noticed a change in myself I have brougt my old self back out, I wish I could just kill that part of my life but I know that it's pretty near impossible to do that.... I miss the old old me, the Craig that was not jealous, not so edgy, the more carefree and just have fun..

I know she deserves the best our there, she loves me for a reason I'll never know, but I know she's giving me her all and she's coming back to me at the Ed of the night no matter where she is going she will come home to me.... I don't know hy it was so hard for me to realize that... With all that being said I've been hurt in the past by 2 people I trusted, but something about this time around I feel, I feel that she won't hurt me....

Also it's true, she needs to live, her life isn't based around me and that's perfectly normal, I guess it's where you are from and where you grew up that makes a big difference, other prople have different boundaries and rules that they have learned while growing up...

One thing is for sure though, this whole love thing IS worth FIGHTING for, I know if we stick together we can do it!



Craig<3Kim