the dream at 4:20AM

its about 4:20AM when i am starting to write this blog, but i couldnt let this dream escape my mind without me writing down some remembrance of it, ive never had a dream this intense and this real to me.

the start of the dream was, it was a normal day in life, no work or school on this particular day, so i woke up around 9:00AM (dont ask), then all of my friends the sick six which we were called the summer of 08' they came barging in my room, all dressed in suits and looking real spiffy, they all say in unison but in their own voice "dude what are you doing get up you got to get ready for your wedding!" and suddenly i do remember its my wedding day. so im like ahhhh shit! thanks for waking me up guys outta the way i gotta take my shower (it was so vivid, i could feel the warmth of the water on my body and the smell of the soap as i applied it to my body)...after the shower i dry off in the matter of seconds considering that im in a rush. i put on a fresh pair of boxers and a fresh wife beater i run into my room only to find my tux already laid out on my bed freshly dry cleaned and the sick six eagerly waiting for me to get dressed so we could roll to the church...i tell them ok guys as soon as i put this on we will head to the church...so i throw it on as fast as i can and i go gel my hair making sure every spike is perfectly vertical and straight on. then as we arrive at the church suddenly Kim pops into my mind and how beautiful she must look...then out of nowhere Lawrence pulls up with his G ride and he has the song by Wiz Khalifa - Say Yeah, bumpin and im like wussup!? and he said this is for our group get us hyped up nah mean? and all of a sudden we all break out in a dance, im not sure who was doing what but i know i was doing a dance style known as "shuffling" and some were C-walking, some were gliding haha it was pretty epic but on with teh story. so after we were all done dancing my mom comes out and says are you ready moudy (my nick name) so i stand at the alter with my best homies at my side. and the here comes the bride melody starts to chime in and this whole time im thinking omg omg what if she has cold feet, what if she doesnt come? what if she had a change of heart? then as all relief comes to me i see a glimpse of my bride to be being walked down the aisle by her mother. she has a beautiful long white gown on and the veil over her face, but you can hear her faint sounds of tears as she lets go of her mothers hand she comes to meet me in the middle. all of sudden its like WARP SPEED, we go to the part where i need to put this HUGE DIAMOND ring on her finger so we exchange rings, and he says if you accept this woman to be your wife say i do, so we go through all the motions and when it was time to reveal the face of my bride, i put the veil back and i see the beautiful face of Kim, i can see she has tears in her eyes, and i could hear my mother sobbing in the background, as he says you may kiss the bride, i look into her eyes as if i were saying i love you silently and i close my eyes and kiss her, as we kiss the world seemed to be on hold, nothing mattered, no sound, no motion, no air, everything was set to "pause" as our lips departed from one another everything went back to normal time, but when we opened our eyes we were on our honey moon already... and our song is playing, the first song we had ever slow danced to which was KC and JoJo - All My Life, she comes close to me as i hold her by her waist, and she says "see babe, i told you i would never hurt you, we've been through so much together, i love you forever"...and we kissed and i woke up....

i guess what this dream is trying to tell me is that, when Kim said she wanted to be in a serious relationship with me, she really meant it, and that i finally found somebody who wont hurt me. well that is all i can remember from my dream for this night....until later good night


i love you kim <3

craig<3kim