ego

i have come to realize, that i have one of the biggest egos ever -__- haha, i mean its not a bad thing or a good thing but its just part of my personality... there are many things that influence this upon me. for one thing i will mention which is first i will mention that last. but running up in second place is my car, the 2000 pearl white honda prelude, i take a lot of pride in owning that car, it might not be the fastest or the sexiest, but i certainly make it fast and make it look as clean as i can. its also a lot more rare than a integra, or a civic, everyone and there mother had or has one. but the prelude depending on the area, like for example where i live, only a handful of people have one. then comes third, the guys i used to run with has got that mentality in me that everyone is human and we are all the same, so we should walk on the same level as everyone else. and my family is also a part of it, i got one of the most broken down, but more than likely the most powerful banded together of them all, we got each others back no matter what goes down. my current friends also influence this feeling, i know they got my back when i need it the most. but FIRST PLACE GOES TO THE GIRL OF MY DREAMS. Kimberly Elisabeth Sing Ip. she is the one that keeps me smiling all day long, and makes me think of brighter times if im having a gloomy day of my own. if im ever sad or not doing too well i know i can count on her to bring my mood up, even if im having a normal day, and i call her, when i hear her answer the phone i get a little smirk on my face...but how she influences my ego is every guy thinks they're girlfriend is beautiful but she surpasses all the others walking around out there. it sounds really bad but im not saying shes my trophy girlfriend, but in class we were talking about status, and feeling of your significant other, like "oh look who i have under my arm" and its true, in some places people will look at your mate and straight up judge. but i mean who wouldnt be confident if you have a pretty girlfriend, like who cares what he/she thinks about me, i know whats true and so does my mate. i have the best girlfriend ever no doubt, its not about her clothes, not about the money, not about the =X (haha), its about how she makes me feel, and the way she treats me, she will never know how much i love her, and what ill do or sacrifice for us<3. well i gotta go get ready to work and eat a little before. so ill probably continue more at work, till then seeya in a few hours blog...


craig<3Kim