piece of mind

well i am here on my good ol trusty pc i forgot how much i actually miss this veteran of a PC, its helped me with so many things, homework, friends, cheating gfs, you know the normal stuff haha. anyway im not sleepy at all and its already 12:02AM, well no jury duty for me tomorrow err today actually so thats a good thing, i just checked my financial aid and something has gone wrong with the acceptance of it, and i know that i can pay it off on my own, but then im just afraid something might come up right at that moment when i need to pay it off and my mom will need to borrow money again, well life is life right? got to make the best of what we have and are given.

there are times that i sit at my computer and i wonder that if my family is going to turn out like my mom's. just today i was very very VERY annoyed with her, i mean she said "well your sister moved out as fast as she could" and now i see the reason why, sometimes living with her is unbearable, i dont know how much longer i can take it here, there are times i REALLY want to move out, such as today, but then i think "ok if im gone, whos going to take care of her?", so i might be complaining and might be selfish for thinking that, but i mean i need a life too, i cant just keep working, and taking care of her, thats all ive basically been doing for the past few months, is i go to work, or im stuck at home doing chores, take today for example, she made me take down allll the boxes in the outside storage, and put them alll back up for what you may ask? for a freaking cord to the damn dvd player she has and that SHE PACKED...did we find it...NO!

also her obsession with computers sickens me, shes so compueter illiterate its like a joke, shes like oh my computer never had paint...and i know FOR A FACT, that every Windows XP has paint, and shes like nooo i never used it, and i was like "just cos you never used it, doesnt mean you never had it" and she just mumbles on about how she wants to crop a picture and she doesnt know how to do it. its like well instead of complaining why dont you just go look on google, jeez, thats what search engines are for. to look and find answers...but its ok, you got to learn somewhere right? you dont learn things on your own you learn from experience and or instruction.

well ok this vent has gone on long enough, i am now calm cool and collected *Ahem* till next time kiddos payce!


Craig<3Kim